autumnsong @ plurk

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i'm childish. extremely childish. i can't make up my own mind (terribly undecisive), i'm extremely lazy, i'm damn stubborn, and i'm too optimistic. i'm overly critical, and a big bypocrite. i'm a little kid. i like hanging around kids. i like playing children's games. i love watching anime and cartoons. i would love (still praying) to have a big bro or big sis. i don't pray like a normal person does and i can't compose good prayers. i'm too idealistic and tend to get stuck in my fantasies and sometimes loses touch with reality for a long period of time. i'm insane.

but despite all that, i can be mature at times. i'm the mum figure of people. and a terribly good big sis to people. even to those older than me. i stand by my beliefs but i don't fight for them unless someone really ticks me off. once someone makes me start really fighting for my stand, i won't stop. not unless the person respects my decision if he/she won't accept it as true. i don't force my beliefs on people.

i value family and friendship too much to give it all up. i despise fights. i don't like seeing people sad. my happiness lies in the happiness of others. i keep on smiling, believing it will go around. smiles are contagious. like a yawn or a frown. its better to spread a smile. i value beliefs and i want others to stand by theirs. i'd gladly die if it'll bring complete and total peace around the world. i may not always do what i wish others would do, but i do what i can to help make this world better. i say what is in my mind if it'll help and just keep it if it won't do anything. it would be useless. i'm a living, breathing oxymoron.